21trainsofthought

Day 6. 20180423

living in a short term thinking

it seems i’ve been in this situation right now, i don’t know where should i go next. Or maybe because of the massive agenda in my bucket, so i don’t know how to start. Messy and emptiness. Okay, something wrong.

When our focus is the problem, we’ll never see the answer. Pursue the source, not just the answer. And when i set my mind to think “God is my source of my life, and blessing is just my reason of happiness”.

Okay, I learned not to rely on my strength to handle everything, i just have to do it, and knowing He is able. Definitely, blessing (the answer of my mess and emptiness) is given to me. So, see this day, at first i feel so lost because of my so much to do list but the reality was really unexpected, so many things He has done through me. Every list in my bucket was checked.

:)

Day 5. 20180422

Hi, hehe i've skipped too much episode actually
Let me just continue yaps

Everytime hmm oftentimes exactly, when my mind say no, the result or the universe just conspires to do the opposite haha, i don't know why, but if we searched, most likely maybe it caused by the too much fear.

Like example, when me driving a vehicle hmm a motorcycle in specificly, and then from a far far away a hole on the road appearing, at right that moment my mind said "Be caution, you've to avoid it!" But unfortunately, the hand-the whole body just can't control as the mind have said, and then end up with hit it anyway


What we fear, that's what happened. Hi, Soul! Don't be afraid, just be an alert. Fear just makes us miss so many great opportunities.

Day 4. 20180419

Today is my special day, because today is my Papa’s birthday

Yeay!

And then start from this morning, suddenly I miss mama and papa so much. After that, I realized that I become really sensitive. I can feel very sad and in a flash i feel angry, then i feel happy too.

Yesterday, i learn about how to manage my time, money, and literally everything based on priority.

And now I also realize that I’m still bad at manage my feeling.

But surprisingly, i got a little enlightenment about this. Emotion is something that not only we feel but also know how the best way we can express for our health. After the incident this afternoon with Vivi (hehe), i felt very very sorry of course at that time, but now I realize that expressing the feeling is a healthy way of life. But that doesn’t mean I’m declaring myself completely right on this case. Mistakes remain a mistake.

In the end, how we prioritize the main thing in every season of life is the most importat. On my case, let no one be depressed but let one person sharpens another as iron sharpens iron.

Good night universe!

Day 3. 20180418

inability,

incompetence,

incapability,

and so on

once oftentimes my mind attacked by this thing

the good side is we always be humble and know at a time who we are also who He is

but when I overdose about this, bad things came like hurricane, falling down

Then, how to be balance so we're able at the good side

....

one of my favorite verses says so, "For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart."

hmm

dear Almighty Creator, 

grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference through Your Word (Reinhold Niebuhr)

Day 2. 20180417

Today’s feeling : gloomy

I’m so sad, terribly sad, from this morning i woke up (more sadly fact) until now. Because of what? I don’t know at this far

So,

My thought really going from what I feel, empty *sigh*

Is it break the rules of this #21trainsofthought’s game? Hahaha because my brain is empty *tong, tong*

Okay. Okaaay.

I still have one.

The only thing that cross my mind is : be hold!

Hahaha

*begin to think*

Sadness, anger, happiness and whatever it is, we called emotion/feeling, should not be our dictator.

Just let it be, feel it, enjoy it (even the sadness and angry)

Sense it, because

Sometimes, it can be alarm that reminder of things that might happen to us

Or

Sometimes, it just want to makes us a human being, LOL

Or

Sometimes, it can leads us to something bigger than those statement

but don’t cling to it because it just temporary for our long long looong and eternity life

;)

Cheer Up ! This is my season of my life!

I’m holding on to the thing i called TRUTH, so hard but I’ve kept One’s promise

*hap hap hap hap*

Day 1. 20180416

Hi !

So,hmm hmm hmmmmm ....

this is my first for 21 trains of thought (using hashtag)

and i’m still in midst of culture shock

Okay. Let’s start !

I believe, it wasn’t a coincidence

This morning, the Bible said to me like this

“Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding”

So at the end of this day, here my conclusion : human heart is the root before everything. It can leads the way you think, behave, and treat others

And then, now i rather set my heart to what may come

:)

*welcome to the jungle backsound*